MeowyWoofferson

Friends all stand in front of me... Laughing, joking carelessly... I hide my arms so they can't see... What it is I've done to me... And though I try to hang around... They often leave me feeling lost... What will it take just to be found? How much more will my joy cost..? ('Cause I don't live, I just survive) (Among the crowd, I'm ostracized) (I can not be indemnified) (I fell too hard, I broke this time) My parents always yell at me... Like I won't get it unless they scream... But I never do know what they mean... Why do they have to smother me?! I've got my back pressed to the fences... I'm sorry that I'm such a hinderance

With one glace at you I smile. My heart taps in and out of time so slowly Dropping a beat to our affairs. You brush my hand and my mind snaps a photograph Of our laughter as you perform some silly act Like you always did. A black and white Polorode. I'm still uncertain of the colors. I stash our memory away for good I don't want to look at it Although I know it is beautiful. It's in our album for as long as I can remember it's there for Though it stains my brain like espresso to a table cloth. I find ways to bleach them out. As I always do. Now I lay here Black and white myself. Waiting to again tap out the beats our hearts